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Faith Allyson. 11 years of age. I love listening to MUSIC. Definitely something I couldn't live without. My family, friends and God are the most important people in my life and there's nothing you can do to change that. Currently happy and loving my own life yet I know some of my friends hate me. LOL. It's pretty obvious, don't deny. I love Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, Boys Like Girls, Maroon 5, Panic! At The Disco, Incubus, Good Charlotte, Green Day, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Click Five, Paramore, et cetera. Haha. Too many to mention. Black is my favorite color, so is gray. LOL. I make graphics. I enjoy playing with the computer, talking with friends, listening to music, etc. Haha. I have to go. See you next time. Teehee.

xx,
- Faith. :]

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Emotionless by Good Charlotte

F A I T H

F is for - She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5
A is for - Warning by Incubus
I is for - Dance Floor Anthem by Good Charlotte
T is for - Minority by Green Day
H is for - When You Look Me In The Eyes by The Jonas Brothers

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Teh Past.
January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008

Plender. Buena's Multiply. Buena's Blogger. Jhoana's Blogger. Jhoana's Multiply. Ate Claudine. Ate Marzzy. Ate RJ. Ate Sherry Ate Jade. Julia. Ate Diana. Trish. Pau. Reeza. Ate Kai. Angelx. Aleea. Cathrene. Bet. Lialee. Bea.

You?

It was such a long time since you last saw me updating my blog. I really missed posting. I didn't forget to post, the website couldn't load. It always says "Page cannot be displayed." and I wanted to beat the hell out of the computer whenever that happens. I have so much to say that I don't know where to start. Oh, yeah. Sportsfests, Holy Week, then Last Day of Classes, the girl who copied my About Me and a lot more stuff. :)) I can't really remember the dates. (But, hey. What are calendars for?!)

March 17 - 22, 2008. -- Monday until Saturday -- Pinakabanal na linggo. :))
+ Yep. It's Holy Week and we really got bored in the province. It wasn't planned for us to go to the province, we weren't prepared. Too bad, I had a lot of pending requests from friends of mine. Well, I just accepted. We were so bored. Good thing my aunt and uncle brought their DVD with them and had a lot of CD's. Us cousins just had a movie marathon. We watched the ever-so-brutal Saw IV. Eew. It's too brutal we couldn't eat with ketchup that time. Haha. We also watched Alvin and the Chipmunks, Bee Movie, Death Note. Death Note rocks. Haha. It's cool. But, we only reached Episode 13 or 14 because we watched it only for one day. =)) I also finished my cousin's book for two days. LOL. It's ABNKKBSNPLAKo?! by Bob Ong. Haha. Bob Ong's book are really nice and I really idolize his books and himself. =))


March 24, 2008. -- Monday -- Last Day Na Ng Greyd Payb. :[
+ I'll terribly miss this batch and I don't know why. This year's batch has something that any other batch didn't really have. I didn't know what Grade V had. Maybe because this year, I had the closest friends and the toughest enemies. Haha. I'll miss everybody, as in EVERYBODY in our class. I hope I'll still be studying here in the Philippines but since my parents are planning for us to go to California, I'm not really sure. If ever I do leave, I'll miss everyone and everything. Every single memory. Aww. How touching. Haha. I studied at that school for 7 years straight and I don't know if I'll be having the 8th year (which is Grade 6.) there. If I go to California, I would be graduating by Grade 9 (I think. =))) and if I do stay here, I'll be graduating. Waa. Big difference. Here in the Philippines, I wouldn't suffer from Grade 7, 8 and 9. Suffocating, it's KILLING ME. I don't know. : Err, I hate iiiiit.



March 25 - April 2, 2008. -- Summer. :D Pretty Boring, GRABE. =))
+ Pfft. I kinda miss going to school. You know, waking up early and getting late for school. Haha. I miss those times whenever our adviser asks me why I'm late. I miss CLASSROOM. CLASSMATES. C2. Pepsi. Hingalin pag-akyat sa hagdan. Flag Ceremony. Teachers. Pagiging late. Malista sa noisy at standing. Recess. Lunchbreak. Daldalan habang nag-le-lesson ang teacher. Tumakbo paikot ng quadrangle. Class picture. Makipag-away at magparinigan with classmates and others. Groupings. Seatwork. Assignment. Project. Recitation. Periodical Exam. Library. Canteen. First to Fourth Floor. Science Lab. Computer Lab. HE Room. Guidance Office. Prefect of Pupils Office. Principal's Office. Stage. Gumising ng 5:00. Pumasok ng 7:00. Umuwi ng 3:00. Second Trip. Demonstration. Sportsfest. Recognition. Kuhanan ng cards. Surprise Quiz. Katakot-takot na kahabaan ng lecture na kokopyahin. Writing book. Math. EPP. English. Religion. Filipino. Science. Hekasi. EP. Music. Computer. GMRC. First Friday Mass. Mga nag-o-observe sa tabi namin habang nag-ka-klase ng iba-ibang subject. Makapag-internet sa Computer Lab. Lumipat sa Science Lab kasi ginagamit ang room namin. Transferring seats. Chewing gum habang classes. Nakakadulas na corridor. Manggulo habang nagka-klase ang mga Grade 1 at sawayin ng Prefect of Pupils. Bringing gadgets to school. Let's just say I'm missing school. Haha. Whatever. LOL. I haven't done actually EVERYTHING on the list. But, I guess I've done some. :)) Haha.

Tomorrow will be the issuance of cards for Grades 1 to 5. Teehee. I'm coming with Mom and I don't know why. It's either I feel bored and locked inside our house or I'm missing school. - missing school is kinda' impossible, i think. LOL. But, I'm still coming to get my card whatever the reason is. At last, I've updated but I don't know why. Haha. I kinda' forgot about my blog and Blogger wasn't loading fast. Whatever the story is. Haha. Okay, I gotta go. :P Surely I'll be posting tomorrow, I guess. Haha. GTG, people. XD

Why couldn't I post in two days without leaving a day blank? LOL. That's really called lazy. It's either I'm lazy to post, forgot to post and remembered it when I'm about to sleep or my mom won't let me use the computer. Err, the reason for yesterday was I went to a friend's house and I went home at 9 o'clock. [lol. it's one street from my house. :p] When I came home, mom wouldn't let me use the computer after I took a bath and promised myself that I'll post tomorrow morning which is happening now. :)) Again, I didn't post for Friday because of reason #2 - I FORGOT TO POST AND I REMEMBERED WHEN I WAS IN BED. LMAO. I've got short memory loss. =)) Yeah, right.



FRIDAY :: MARCH 14, 2008 :: AWARDING DAW, WALA NAMAN.

+ It's funny why I used a tagalog expression for the title I was about to put which is awarding daw, wala naman. We went home at 5 o'clock because there was supposed to be an awarding ceremony for the winners at the sportsfest games. We didn't expect such. We're dead last at Volleyball girls and the third placers in Basketball boys. Our boys wasn't able to have recess when they competed with Simplicity that's why they had their first loss. Their second loss was against Faith. Err, they didn't have lunch this time. When they got back, our girls were the ones who got absolutely angry at V - Faith. Us, girls shouted "Walang clearance! Walang clearance!" LOL. We threatened the section that they wouldn't have a sign at their Math clearance because they're Math teacher is our adviser. =)) I got so angry. : Anyway, this day is well, let's say terrible. I had such an awful day. The only people I would always hang out this day was Clarice *as usual, Kryz, Ericka Anne, Jazer and some other guys. : Ericka was also in a bad mood and so was Jazer. The three of us were seating peacefully at one corner. I was listening to my MP4 and suddenly, it got low bat. X( I hate that. When it got dead, I bent my knees and slept. A few minutes later, Ericka borrowed Jazer's iPhone and we did pass the message together. We exchanged messages since I was all out of voice. : Ericka and Jazer had issues on their lovelife and I was able to help even quite a bit and I had a terribly bad day because of some ignorances. :-" I wonder who those are. Haha. Stupid day. We went home at 5 o'clock. I checked the clock at the guardhouse and I was expecting that it was 4 o'clock yet it was only quarter to 3. Err. I hated this day. I threw my handkerchief and slept and was about to cry. Tss, enough of the effin' drama.



SATURDAY :: MARCH 15, 2008 :: NOTHING BIG.

+ A regular day, same as all the others except for the fact that I wake up at 5:00. ;p This time, I woke up 2 hours later. :)) Yes, I woke up at 7 o'clock for absolutely nothing. I woke up because of the disturbance my brother was making. He was screaming. My room's door was closed but his voice was so loud it passed through. LMAO. I miss shouting. :( I absolutely miss screaming with my oh-so loud voice and I also miss laughing so hard that I was about to knock off my chair. :( I really want my voice back. Really really really want it back, and badly. I'm earning it back but still not the same as my favorite voice that could scream and reach the first floor of the school from the fourth floor. :[ I couldn't sing my favorite songs now. I've got no more voice to use to scream and sing. I mean, yes - I could talk but I feel really sad. Absolutely sad.

Can't believe I haven't posted for 7 days here in my blog. I was intending to post but it seems that Blogger wasn't working here in our computer. Let's just say there are a few glitches with Blogger in out computer. It won't open so I couldn't change the links I had and now that I've opened Blogger, I will post the new links and updated. I forgot what happened the past days. All I remember was today and yesterday. LOL. Oh, and Monday's day, too. Let's start:

March 10, 2008 - Monday -Practice. :))
- Plender went here to out house and we practiced Volleyball. I don't play this game at all. I don't even mind it. All I know is I don't have a passion for this kind of game. I play Basketball, not Volleyball. LMAO. Unfortunately, Plender threw the ball too high and it went to the roof. We had to get a pile of chairs and Plender stood there and I got a broom. We used the broom to push the ball down but it didn't work. Our neighbor had a thing that could really reach the ball and we used that. LOL. I am so bad at explanations. This was the same day Plender and I played with the lyre. Aw, I miss using my lyre. I don't use it anymore. I guess I want to use it again but I just can't carry it. Talk about a heavy load of books, bags and a lunchbox and you`ll add a lyre. LOL.

March 11, 2008 - Tuesday - Crazy. I can't explain. Haha.
- We had a practice at the quadrangle but I just participated in one round. I didn't want to play this game but since it was only a practice, I went it. I can't play it. I don't know how to serve nor receive. Weak at receiving but I just need a little more force in serving. Haha. I don't get myself. :)) I brought my cellphone to school and it wasn't the first time. We went to the regular seating arrangement again but we were having a practice for the cheering or the yell. We had to compress. The space is a little too narrow. And as usual, I had the mannerism of kicking chairs. The guys in front of me were too sensitive and I hate it. : What can I kick now? =)) Saving voice for tomorrow. But, I don't have my voice anymore. I want to sing but I just can't! Grr.

March 12, 2008 - Wednesday - Let The Games Begin. =))
- Sportsfest starts today. I didn't mind anything at first and I didn't even know what to do. I wanted to listen to music but I left my MP4 in my bag. I wanted to play around but I can't. I wanted to sing but I really, really can't do it. Ouch, my throat hurts. Peter won as Master Sportsfest 2008 for the 5th Grade level and unfortunately, our oh-so beautiful and charming muse lost to a flirty monster. She looks like she was soaked into a tub of chocolate and she didn't have to wear shorts. Her shorts was the size of her panties. =)) I simply hate her, that's all. Haha. It's so OBVIOUS that I hate her. Such a flirt. Back to positive. Volleyball game started. First six was Andrea (captain ball), Elaine, Karen, Plender, Dianne and Hera. When Plender asked for a substitute, Ericka got into the court. Mister Lapitan told it was break time for a while. Miss Formento approached me and told me that I would get in after the water break. Err. I was the replacement or substitute for Hera. I hate the fact that I couldn't play Volleyball. I wanted to play Basketball instead. They took a lot of pictures today. =)) A lot of people broguht their digital cameras with them and some brought their cellphones, music gadgets, etc. :)) Yeah, right. Like I ain't one of those people.

Can't take anymore typing.
It's 10:09 in the evening and I'm still awake.
Need some sleep and vocals should rest.
I want my voice back. =))
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What the heck is going on with me? C'mon, I can't understand my own life. It seems that I'm playing the nice one again and I don't want to. The fact that I couldn't even harm a single fly is killing me. I want to get the pain the hell out of me but still I couldn't. I'm beating my head off me. Thinking about them just makes the pain feel worse but I still can't get them out of my head. Of course, they're the two dearest people of my life. I can't and shouldn't even let go of them. I can't believe it. It's about crazy and fair obsession that's why that person is angry at me. Wasting time about this issue. I don't want my attention to get thrown into this issue but it's absolutely and freakishly stuck in the head just like when pussycats get caught on a tree branch. Yet, it's not that easy to let go of. I keep getting myself hurt about this stupid thing. It's really funny because my world is going loco over this thing.

First time I'd say this but this year's sportsfest is going to be a disaster for me. They join me in for Volleyball and I don't even know how to make defenses. Hello, I don't play volleyball! I'm the worst volleyball on Earth. Well, how could I be a player if I don't even play it anyway. No matter what, I've 0% chances of liking this volleyball. I'd rather drink carrot and peanut milkshake than play this game in the sportsfest. I'd be pretty serious to do this. I want to be absent on the day of the sportsfest and I'm serious about it. Everyone thinks I could play volleyball but I'm not even interested in playing this kind of sport. I'm going to waste my time for this. I'd rather be in front of the computer playing games and learning about the bass which I've always dreamt of. I'll really ask mom if I could stay at home. We'll do absolutely nothing at all anyway.

I'm really serious for my passion of playing the bass someday. I want to learn how to play a bass but I don't have one. They say it's really hard and spends a lot of time before you learn how to play a bass but it doesn't matter for me. I've dreaming of playing the bass since I was in the second grade. I idolize a lot of bassists such as Pete Wentz of Fall Out Boy and Mikey Way of My Chemical Romance. They're just two of the many. I know a lot more bassists rather than Pete and Mikey. The bass seems to be my ideal instrument and I don't understand why.

Post seems to be too long.
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I need help, dearest blog! I am so going to die if I don't release the pain, anger and vengeance I'm keeping inside. As you can see, a friend helped me discover something at first I was really feeling as it was. Well, probably it could be a mystery to you readers because you don't know a single thing related to it. Everything is going wrong. A little too wrong. As everything around us changes, others change in the same way as nature and technology evolves and releases a new version of it. LOL. I hope you understand. [Let's just say that only Mystery Friend knows about this.]

Testing days is from March 4 - March 7. I hope I could get high scores in the periodical exams. But, I don't I could if I won't study. LMAO. Actually, I do study. I got myself stuck with my Religion, Computer and English books all afternoon and I found it sooo boring to read three books. If you finish the first, go to the second. Once you finish the second, you get into the last book. After the last book, it was supposed to be your freedom. I didn't get my freedom after studying. I had to go back to the first book I read and my brain needed to have surgery and repair 26 parts inside and outside of it. ROFL. Yeah, right. Like I could see my brain inside.

Couldn't take it. So I just listened to Incubus' music repeatedly. I played all their songs and I played one song from The Jonas Brothers which didn't mean a thing for me. Hmm, no song means the best to me anyway. But deep inside, I'm screaming a song title I shouldn't mention. LOL. And I don't think nobody but me knows about that. Haha. I like talking to non-living things. I even talk to the computer. Haha. Can you imagine how crazy I am to talk to gadgets and plants? LOL. I do it all the time.

Guess what, reformated computer. ADOBE PHOTOSHOP CS3 EXTENDED is gone! Waaa. All of my artworks, files, stories, music and everything else is gone! The advantage is we've got the Yahoo! Messenger back but the things I stored and kept for so long just had to go. I haven't finished the blend of The Jonas Brothers yet and I didn't get a chance to list down the titles or names of the fonts I've downloaded. That's the time I shrieked and freaked out for good. I didn't even know the computer was about to get reformated! Maybe you think I'm over-reacting because I could still install my CD of Adobe Photoshop CS3 Extended but I can't. The CD was borrowed by my cousin and I wasn't comfortable at using her Adobe Photoshop CS2. I am so feeling sad in the 3rd day of March. I didn't expect that things would turn out this way.

Somethings aren't just meant to be but I'm not reffering to people. I just don't get the point where everything has to change and we need to grow out of it. C'mon, it's fun being a kid and I don't want to grow yet. But, things are really coming faster by the minute and people are forgetting certain things they shouldn't forget. Once you know you've got a lot of new things, you'll forget the old ones and leave them like trash and that applies to true life. I hope you get my point. I am so down. I hope I could get over this in an instant but I don't think that won't be possible since I'm eager to get my revenge now. I just couldn't resist the temptation of getting the feeling you want to pay back for all the things you've got that you couldn't do back to those who did that to you. I'd never thought I'd say this but I WANT TO GET MY HANDS OVER SOME AROUND. Then once I'll get the things I need to know, I would always play the nice gal but I couldn't this time. I'm showing them why they should learn to treat me someone more than a personal assisstant and I am not a person to get pushed around to do things. I'M NOT A MAID OF YOURS, NOR AN ASSISSTANT OF YOU. I hate those people who think their too high to be reached for a level that someone could atain. I'm just putting my feelings unto this blog. It's better for me to release my anger than to get someone physically wounded and torn-apart in the inside. I am going to be the greatest dream if you want to, but the darkest nightmare if you don't.

I got to end this post. I'm going to kill Bugs Bunny if I don't release my temper on pillows.
The heck! Just end this effin' post!

Ah, it's Sunday and I'm gonna rest yet I'm still going to study for the upcoming periodical tests on Tuesday. I am so pressured that I made myself a limit of 25 minutes for the PC in a day. I think I wanna earn back what I've achieved during the past school years. Well, I do hope so that I could earn it back. I think I'm getting into a late period of time since it's the final quarter. Aw, tear-sheding words. Nah, I wouldn't waste a tear for that. LMAO.

I haven't posted for a while, right? I didn't have time to. The internet is officially wrecked and I hate it. Yahoo! Messenger wasn't working and been producing viruses to my chatmates. It was better to use Meebo. We un-installed Yahoo! Messenger from the system because it was causing a lot of virus to our computer. I'm not really comfortable with using Meebo like I was comfortable in using Yahoo! Messenger. I hope that the PC could be fixed soon.

Didn't get a chance to make my tasks in a forum. Photoshop wasn't working. (I'm DOOMED!) I hate the fact that Photoshop couldn't work. It's because I would want to lose Yahoo! Messenger but not Adobe Photoshop! :( My life depends on graphic-making. LMAO. Yeah, right. Let's just say I can't live without a computer in hand. Besides, how could I be posting here if I we didn't have a personal computer? Idiotic question.

The "emo" issues are getting worse. In a forum I've joined, there's a topic about "emo". I believe it's a music genre turned into a lifestyle. Most people think that emo is the addicting case of cutting their wrists and the bangs that cover half their face. Well, the hairstyle that has bangs covering half of their face is called the side-swept bangs. I have those and they consider me emo and I couldn't correct my friends and tell that it's a music genre 'cause it could only get a fight with them. Let's just not mind the emo-ness. LMAO.

I have to end this post.
Post ends here. (: