Confusion. |:
Friday, February 8, 2008
I don't know what would make me better. Should I choose you who is the best-est friend I've ever made since childhood or you that takes the misserable side? I'm just confused because I made the wrong decision before. This is a problem I can't forget through the night. I wish you two would get along fastly. I can't live like this, guys. You two are my best friends. Hope to see you laughing together soon.
Nothing looks positive. Well, I made my day really bad. The day starts out good, it ends the worst. I wish I didn't have a great morning. :'( Creepy days. I wanna give up but I just can't. I find myself brave for this and what is happening to me?! I'm feeling bad. I don't wanna keep living like this. I've carried a lot of problems since the year entered. Probably, I wanna wish for a better year or at least a better week.
We had the stations of the cross today and I didn't have those swollen feet like I used to when I was in the 4th Grade. Haha. It ain't funny, and still - I put a "haha" thing-y on the sentence after. I don't get it. Do you get it?
I borrowed a book from one of my classmates which was entitled with something related to a Golden Puffin. I'm loving the book but still - I don't know where my classmate bought it. I'm shy to ask it, a little TOO shy. :)) Er, there goes another laughing material. : I asked him if I can use it overnight but look -- I ASKED VIA PAPER CHAT. What a crazy thing. I'm too shy to get teased again. : I feel the anger inside whenever the phrase "Yiehee." goes on and is told directly or indirectly to me.
Hmm. Let's see. I opened my Friendster account today and I found a lot of comments and messages but I still didn't mind it. My main goal there was to change my password. I think someone can open it and he/she might've looked into my keyboard. Haha. Nobody could fool me. > Never.
That could be all for now. Maybe the next post is tomorrow and I hope the problem is all solved once I post again here. Okay, my eyes are drooping and falling. GOODNIGHT, PEOPLE.