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Faith Allyson. 11 years of age. I love listening to MUSIC. Definitely something I couldn't live without. My family, friends and God are the most important people in my life and there's nothing you can do to change that. Currently happy and loving my own life yet I know some of my friends hate me. LOL. It's pretty obvious, don't deny. I love Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, Boys Like Girls, Maroon 5, Panic! At The Disco, Incubus, Good Charlotte, Green Day, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Click Five, Paramore, et cetera. Haha. Too many to mention. Black is my favorite color, so is gray. LOL. I make graphics. I enjoy playing with the computer, talking with friends, listening to music, etc. Haha. I have to go. See you next time. Teehee.

xx,
- Faith. :]

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Emotionless by Good Charlotte

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F is for - She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5
A is for - Warning by Incubus
I is for - Dance Floor Anthem by Good Charlotte
T is for - Minority by Green Day
H is for - When You Look Me In The Eyes by The Jonas Brothers

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January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008

Plender. Buena's Multiply. Buena's Blogger. Jhoana's Blogger. Jhoana's Multiply. Ate Claudine. Ate Marzzy. Ate RJ. Ate Sherry Ate Jade. Julia. Ate Diana. Trish. Pau. Reeza. Ate Kai. Angelx. Aleea. Cathrene. Bet. Lialee. Bea.

You?

Many people thought I was mad at `em because of my behavior today. I got temper issues. Haha. Almost everyone in class knows that. I got angry at one person at the class because he's accusing me of getting dirt on his table. Sheesh, what a big freak. Haha, I won't mind him anyway.

Today was the recognition day of Grades 1 - 6. I'm okay. Haha. :)) Nothing just bothers me about those. I just pushed myself hard this time. Take less time on the PC, phone and TV. I can live with it. The focus a.k.a. target -- THE GOAL FOR SUCCESS, retrieve my achievements just as before. : I'm going serious on this one. Try to recite mo, talk less. Haha. Okay, I think I'm gonna get stressed on this but, yeah. I'M HAVING FUN. xD

Second trip! xp Tomorrow, I'll be going home at 5:00pm. So lucky. Haha. Nothing in particular. Just a normal day with the crazy emotions. The morning I was a happy-go-lucky girl. The afternoon I got cranky and my temper took me of the scale. I got soooo angry. X( Temper level should be updated. They were practicing the NewsCasting and while they were away, I just sat down and continued my novel. As a matter of fact, I finished Chapter 8 a while ago. I'm planning Chapter 9 today and if they practice again, I'MMA FINISH THE 9TH CHAPTER.

Well, maybe this should be everything you need to know about this day. Maybe tomorrow, it'll be more or less interesting than today's post. Goodnight. :)) Yeah, it's 10:14pm. :] Oh, mehn. I'm gonna be late for school tomorrow. Nah, I got used to it. I always am late. xp But, tomorrow is First Friday. Waaaa. :)) G`Night. Until next poooost. XD

Oh, hello. I've been expecting you. Haha. Another day has gone and once again, I'm posting. Hooray. :)) Because most blog owners forget their blogs but not like me, I <<3 MY BLOG. =) Let's see, I had a normal day and mostly - LAME. :

This day seemed to be confusing, sad and depressing for me. Questions popped in my mind. The first is - Why ain't I studying hard anymore like I used to? Maybe the computer got my attention and I know that I wouldn't study if my mom told me so. :( So dissapointed with myself. I could've done more. :(( I just wanna retain my past achievements. Imma bring it all back now. Second question - How could I leave everyone here?! I couldn't imagine that if I need to leave, I need to leave each and every one of you. My classmates, friends and relatives here in the Philippines. The hardest option for me to leave is .. YOU. Whoever you are, I just want you to know I had this much feelings for you since I saw you.

I know, yeah - it's just two questions but it means so much to me. I wanna gain that award again. Promising myself I would always do what I'm supposed to do as a student. And the worst problem is YOU. I wish I never met you at the first place. I mean, I did accidentally love you and I didn't mean to but now that I started it, I CAN`T HELP BUT FOLLOW IT. :((

The rankings, the rankings. :)) Miss Formento took me to the bottom and Five Love -- I SAW WHO WAS RANK 48. Miss Formento told me that I shouldn't tell anyone. Haha. I should keep it for myself, anyway. But - yeah. If that person knew that he/she was in the last rank, that person would get hurt. : But I think that human being deserves to be in that spot. He/she didn't focus on the lectures and instead she keeps on chatting and blabbering. Haha, if you got hurt there -- HAHA. Sorry, you deserve it, though. :D

We had our confession today by 8:30 am. We were having a practice with partners in Math then Sr. Arnel knocked on the door and we heard what he said. The last one who confessed her sins to the priest was the girl typing the blog post you're currently reading. : After confessing, I was nice for maybe a minute or two then back to the old me. I couldn't hide the real attitude that lies within me. Just can't avoid it. The morning was pretty much okay but I was late. xD One thing, I can't wear headphones and other things you use on ears. The left ear of mine is DEAF. :'( I wish I could do something that can make my ear back to normal. :[ Used to have very good sense of hearing suddenly my left ear can't hear a thing. I only use one ear for hearing. Good thing the right ear is good at hearing.

Hmm, confront the dark side of mine. : I don't really hate the world itself. There's just something that in it that makes my world go upside-down. Probably, you're not gonna read this 'cause you don't know my Blog URL but someone might tell you so it's better to keep it for myself. You make me turn crazy. What even makes you SO important and SO special? Don't answer and yeah, most of my friends know who you are. If you're reading this, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE ANYWAY.

That was just the dark side. Have you met my rebelious side? I think you're already familiar with it anyway. Haha. I wanna take revenge and don't ask why. So craving for it. : I just got confessed and still this head of mine keeps on thinkin' of the same word. This has NO connection in the title of today's blog post. I just thought of that phrase. :)) All ends here. :] Famous Last Word. Haha. Nevermind.

Really weird why I chose the title "Another Day, Another Casualty." I heard it from a song. :)) And got stuck in my head. Morning, woke up. Took a bath, ate breakfast and watched MTV and MYX for 10 minutes because it was still early. I bid goodbye to Mom, went to school. : Same old normal day.

It was really normal. :) Nothing went wrong but apparantely -- MAY TAONG ASAR NG ASAR SAKiN. Kakainis naman kasi eh. Andrea, TIGILAN NIYO AKO NG KASAMA MONG UGOK. Hindi niyo kailangan linisin ng panyo at kamay ang upuan ng tao sa harap ni Ericka. Wala akong pake dun, MAY GF NA `YUN. ** at hindi ko `yun ni-research. :

I got home and I felt normal. :)) I opened the computer for 15 minutes then finished my apron. When I finished it, I went online again. I found Dane online. Dane, I believe that. : But, heck. It gives me the creeps. Tell me all tomorrow. : Wonder what we're talkin' about? Classroom. : Something's goin' on with our room, 5 - Love.

Posted this a little late. BTW, on chapter 4. :)) Everyday ata may bagong chapter eh. xp Haha. :] I still get the creeps on Dane's story. And, I WON`T GO HUNTING WITH YOU. : I just remember the things we did before. : :-s Okay, I told you enough. I'll be posting again tomorrow.

Pretty cool day. Haha. I woke up really early like it was a school day - BUT IT WASN'T. It's Saturday today. Drummers and Lyrists of ICCS were needed today. The relix of St. Therese was bought here in the Philippines and dropped by at our cathedral for two days and one night, I guess. Our principal, Mrs. Ayunon told us that our experience was very rare. We had a once-in-a-lifetime experience. She added that the next time St. Therese would come back to the Philippines, we would be teenagers. Haha. More than. xD

I just wished life was easier. An eleven year old having problems of an eighteen year old. : I never heard of that. But, I am that girl. I can't take it. So much sadness and pain. Good thing God is there. If it wasn't for Him, I could've died hundred thousand years ago. ( Like I was that old. X] )

Can't say anything anymore. Well, I've updated my Multiply Account. Changed the layout and uploaded some pics. ( ** Buena, thanks for teaching me the sites for layouts. ) Hmm. What else? Ah, making a new story now. It's entitled Wicked Noises. I dunno where I got that title. I'm already at Chapter Three. Haha. c; WorkWorkWork on it. xD

Whoa, I can't believe this day has been quite nice for me. I haven't had a straightly good day for a couple of months. I enjoyed this day but I had different sorts of emotions. The end of the day was the worst part. Haha.

I woke up earlier than usual. The sky was still like night and I don't know why I had to wake up that time. I checked my clock and it was only 3:05am. Why'd I wake up that early? It wasn't an exciting day anyway. Nothing was to be anticipated. But, it's just freaky that I woke up really early. As usual, I slept again. But this time, I woke up the exact time. Haha. I thought I'd wake up late. I took a bath, eated breakfast and said goodbye. I went to school. : Haha. Same old ordinary day, right?

As usual, I came to school with my bag. I climbed up until I reached the fourth floor. I wondered why I never got used to climbing those stairs. I've been using that staircase for 13 months but it was always tiring for all of us. Haha. I placed my bag down on my seat and we all lined up outside. I carried my lyre with me and I used it. I didn't expect that we had a practice and it was MORNING. : We came back at maybe almost 8:30 and Math class was about to end. We just copied the problems and I didn't understand the lesson that much until Clarice and Joannah thought me. Haha. As usual, Hekasi was kinda' boring. Our teacher in computer was absent and we didn't do anything for 30 minutes. The bell rang and it was Religion period. We had a groupings. ** grr. sana sinama na lang sa bilang si Angela. abnormal yung dalawang ka-grupo ko. Haha. Recess period was still the same. The day was still the same but it was pretty fun. :)) PJ, Joannah and me enjoyed laughing up on a new term for BUBBLEGUM. =)) It's pretty crazy. Haha. And we asked some of the boys if they want some of the GUM. xD Haha. I think we asked Darren, Fredric, Francis and Martin. I think PJ asked Jerome. Hahaha. :)) I got home, used the PC as usual and nothing much. I had an online conversation. Carlos was the one who bombed me up. He made me says words. xp Haha. ** hindi na kita papansinin, carlos. Toinks. Nagtampo, eh. : Until now, I'm online and I'm posting on TG Forum. I didn't update Friendster. But, if I get a chance to - I`LL CHANGE MY PROFILE MUSIC. I want it to be DEAD instead of HeroHeroine. It's cool but I wanna change it. :)) Maybe that's all I can tell you now. I gotta go now. See you on my next day. Tomorrow, we'll have a practice. Friday, I'll visit the fair at Holy Spirit ** promise ko yan sa`yo, Buena. :)) Saturday, the school will be havin' an activity. It has somethin' to do with St. Therese, I guess. C:

The drama's over. Haha. I never liked this kind of drama especially when you get to be the actress yourself. It's life-a-ramma, isn't it? That's the worst word in my dictionary. :)) At least it became the worst ever. I feel pretty nice now because IT'S OVER. It was a good thing that it didn't last for another month. Oh, man. I remember that time where I had to avoid people. I was so depressed and lonely by that time. Well, enough of the flashback. Drum and Lyre members got excused from 1:45 - 2:50pm. Haha, did I get it correct. I just know it was along the time that I was getting bored in class. We practiced for Saturday's event and I don't even understand what was gonna happen because of all the noise I was hearing. Haha. Deaf much? You got that right. :)) We were playing the song Papaya, yet we weren't able to do it really well. We practiced peacefully at first but then, the Grade 3 pupils were dismissed and got beside the drummers and some of the lyrists. The Grade 3 pupils were kinda' amazed on what they were seeing, but they shouldn't be. It's just bashing drums and using sticks to produce sound. No big deal. But, the morning when I got to school, I stayed outside and prefered to talk to Clarice, Kryz and John Patrick. Maybe y`all shouldn't know why but the first person I saw upstairs was, well... NEVERMIND. :)) I asked Clarice and Jazer to get my bubblegum out of the bag but they didn't find it so I really had to go inside. I saw a pair of eyes looking straight at me. I couldn't look back with my eyes because I know that when I look at someone direct to they're eyes, they find me very arrogant and bossy. My eyes really express the thing out of me. I never wanted a pair of eyes like these because the eyes are, well, let's just say a center of attraction to a person. Haha. But my eyes look sharp. It's different from the others. What more could I say? My fingers are aching because of typing to much words. I got to end this post. :)) It's been too long. Haha. Until next post.

I never thought that you'd be like this AGAIN. I'm so tired of the fights, the pain, the missery. Most of all, I'm tired of YOU. : You never knew what you were being. I gave up everything just to keep you with me, yet you never even appreciated that. We're back to where we started. What if we just set apart? I don't think you're deserving to be treated like this. I mean, what are you in my life anyway?! I can replace you anytime I want to. YOU AREN`T TAKING CONTROL OF MY LIFE. I'm fighting for myself. Look, I never wanted to hurt you but why? Why have you changed? Is it about some love issues? I know why you're mad at me, but don't ever get angry because I`VE NEVER DONE ANYTHING BAD TO YOU. : Don't try messing with me because you don't know who I am. We've been friends for so long but you still didn't know who I really was. Deep inside me, there's something NOBODY, even my parents know. I'll never tell this to anyone because nobody deserves to know. I hate that way you've been so arrogant these past months, that's why I knew this thing was gonna happen again. I'd never thought I'd say this but the only way to get this settled is to stay away from you. You know who you are, the readers may not know you but dare mess with me. You'll receive your corresponding punishment. : X(

-- To the readers,
Pardon me if I've posted here on my blog about the things I've gotten up to. There's NOTHING POSITIVE along the way for me. I hate the way this is but we've got issues AGAIN. You probably read this before in my former blog, right? It was pretty explicit on the other blog because I chose to speak Tagalog there. I just spoke English to avoid being explicit and the words popping in my mind. If you don't understand the post, nevermind. It'll pass away soon, I guess. But, yeah. If we never get done with this, IT`LL NEVER BE DONE AGAIN.

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Okay. I didn't post for two or three days. =))
I was about to post yesterday but it ran out of my mind. xp
Bloopers, super. Now, I'm telling you about all those days.

--> Yeah, yeah, yeah. I feel bad.
Why'd I feel bad anyway?
** a`right. but, deep inside - I DO FEEL BAD.
I got a super duper private reason.
I can't spill it on the net. Many will know.

--> I hated the way I lived yesterday.
Oh, mehn. Yesterday was ridiculous.
Hahaha. :] I felt bad about Martin throwing me a bottle of C2 on the head.
Talk about target?! It really hurts. :p
After a minute - SOMEONE APPEARED JUST TO TEASE ME.
** para sa`yo - hindi ko girlfriend si carlos, gets? :

--> OhEmGee. Ang hirap mag-discipline!
Plender, ngayon alam ko na kung ga`no kahirap maging prexi. =))
Ang sakit sa ulo! Buysit! :))
Tapos, maglilista ka ng noisy - AANGAL ANG MGA BABAENG NAG-CHI-CHISMIS-an. :
Kala kasi nila hindi namin nakikita.
Hello?! Si Stephen kahit malabo mata, kitang-kita yun.

--> Tss. Projects.
I'm going crazy on those projects.
Ang kulit talaga ng buhay ko. :))
Kakabagot naman, daming projects and etc. :
Kung sana naman pwedeng dalian ang projects, OK na sa`kin.

--> LayoutLayoutLayout!
Problems with Blogger layouts.
The layout I used [The Click Five], didn't go really well. :(
Owh, mehn. It's another layout search!
TskTskTsk. I hate getting layouts!

Well, this appears to be everything.
I've got nothing more to say, anyway.
I'm busy to get a higher rank on forums. :))
Uh, I barely visit my Friendster account.
So, comments are counting up to 126 to be exact. :p

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Naiinis ako sa buhay ko.
Ewan. Sana hindi na lang ako nabuhay. :
Seryosohan ah.
Matindi na tong inabot ko.

--> OK. 49 na kami. =))
New classmate -- Angela. :D
She's a korean girl. :]
Pero, hindi pa ako nagpapakilala.
Hindi ko pa nga nakakausap eh. :p
Nyeh. Pano makakausap - hindi pa ako lumalapit.

--> BubbleGum back. :>
I started my bubblegum issues again. :))
I just can't help myself. :
I buyed a plastic (as in - yung buong pack.) of Doublemint. =))
Talk about BubbleGum Addiction. :p

--> It hurts.
My status in Y!M: Andyan ka pa, pakiramdam mo pinapalitan ka na.
It's a little too private for you guys to know.
I don't know it myself, anyway. :> Harr.

OK. Enough.
Cut this post.
Never read again.

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Okay, okay. =))
I just got a layout. :]
The Click Five got me. :p
I love them. My addiction started in Jenny. :>
Until there's Happy Birthday, etcetera. :))

--> I know, I didn't post yesterday.
Harr. :p I forgot to post 'cause I got really sleepy.
My body was just SO TIRED.
I couldn't even get out of bed! :))

--> Somethings need to be forgotten.
But somethings AREN`T.
But it goes on the opposite way. :
I forget the things I shouldn't forget and I don't forget the things I should.
Crazy Talk, huh?! :))

--> Posting. Posting. and more posting.
I got addicted to forums. =))
I love forums and I make a lot of friends there, too.
Such as TG Forum. :]
That's why I don't mind Friendster for a while. :))

OK. Enough typing. :))
Harr. XD And I won't be opening Friendster for a while.
Just as I don't. :p
See you next post.
I hope I can tell a lot next post. :]

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Alright, half day. Uh, not really HALF, you know.
It's well, 30 minutes after the half of the day. Right?
Hmm. Well, ano pa ba? Teka, isa-isahin natin.

--> Absent si Miss Formento.
Sabi ni Mrs. Mendoza, masakit na masakit daw yung tiyan.
I dunno what happened. Yun lang sinabi niya.
Substitute: Mr. Anthony Dejos. =))
Ang hirap ng mga problem. Kaka-hilo. At least nakatama ako.
Kahit pa, 2 lang yun. :p Hahahaha. Baliw.

--> I explored the Friendster Account of someone.
Nung, chine-check ko kung ilan friends niya, I saw his featured friends.
May nakita akong hindi ko dapat makita.. :[
Basta, sometime - I'll reveal of our the pain inside. :(
Maraming nakatago sa loob-loob ko, grabe.

Is there even anything more?
Wala naman na akong masabi eh.
Working on a new, cool blogger layout.
Gusto ko sana The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
Maybe, The Click Five or Fall Out Boy?
My Chemical Romance, Linkin Park, Boys Like Girls?!
Ano ba naman yan. :p Kulitt.
Sige, I'll work on that layout. Bwahaha.
Until next post. :]

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It's pretty funny that I created a blog again. =))
The thing is -- IForgotMyPassword sa previous account ko.
Tapos, nung natandaan ko na, na-delete ko. xp
Loka-loka talaga, nho?! :] Bwahaha. x]
OK, back to normal. New posts nanaman `to.

--> It's January 10, 2008.
At ang layout ko, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.
I **lalalaLOVE their songs. =))
Gaya na lang ng Face Down, Your Guardian Angel, Disconnected and Misery Loves It's Company.
Haha. =)) To name a few pa lang yan. xp

--> OK. Half Day bukas. :] Salamat naman.
Pero, madaya. Grade 1 walang pasok. XD
Nainis pa sa Grade One pupils. :)) Hehe.
Hmpf. Sooo boooreeeeddd. :

--> Day of club today. =))
But, I didn't mind it. It just seemed, uhh..
SUPER LAME, I suppose?
I just went goin' out. Nilibot namin ni Jhoana ang school.
Hehe. :)) Kakainip kasi eh. BAWRIN'.

Enough chatters.
I'm turning this computer off. =))
See you next post.
( Hopefully, bukas `yung day na yun. )

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